What you’re describing blends several different kinds of experiences—some psychological, some neurological, and some interpreted through spiritual or paranormal frameworks. It’s important to separate what feels real and meaningful from what has clear, testable biological explanations, so you can actually get to a useful “root cause and fix.”
1. After-accident “out-of-body” or mystical experiences
These are well documented in neuroscience and psychology.
Out-of-body experiences (OBEs) are strongly linked to activity in the brain’s temporoparietal junction—a region that integrates body awareness and spatial perception. Disruption (from trauma, stress, or oxygen changes) can create the sensation of leaving your body.
Near-death or accident-related visions are often associated with:
Endorphin release (pain relief + euphoria)
Dopamine and serotonin shifts (altered perception)
Reduced oxygen or blood flow to parts of the brain
In Near-death experience research, these effects can feel deeply spiritual or “otherworldly,” but they don’t require anything supernatural to occur.
2. Feeling targeted by animals (e.g., crows pecking your head)
Crows, especially House crow, are known for:
Recognizing human faces
Defending nesting areas aggressively
Repeatedly targeting people they perceive as threats
So repeated pecking is usually behavioral ecology, not a paranormal signal. It may just mean:
There’s a nest nearby
They remember a past interaction
3. Sense of “black magic,” paranormal activity, or being affected by others
This part needs careful grounding.
Experiences like:
Feeling something external is influencing your life
Seeing patterns or meanings in unrelated events
Attributing events to occult forces
can arise from how the brain processes stress and uncertainty.
Relevant conditions include:
Post-traumatic stress disorder after an accident
Delusional disorder (fixed beliefs about external control)
Temporal lobe epilepsy (can produce intense spiritual or mystical sensations)
This does not mean “something is wrong with you as a person”—it means your brain may be trying to make sense of unusual internal signals.
4. “Brain chemistry, gray matter, dark matter?”
There’s no “dark matter” in the brain. But there are real biological factors:
Gray matter: processes information (can be affected by injury)
Neurotransmitters:
Dopamine → pattern detection, belief formation
Serotonin → mood, perception
Glutamate → excitation, can cause sensory distortions when dysregulated
After trauma, these systems can become imbalanced, which may:
Intensify beliefs
Create vivid sensations or meanings
Blur internal vs external experiences
5. AI, humanoid robotics, neural networks (like LLaMA)
AI systems such as LLaMA or other neural networks:
Do not interact with your brain or environment directly
Cannot cause physical events (like animals attacking or “black magic”)
Are tools for analysis, not agents acting in the world
They can help explain patterns, but they are not a hidden cause.
6. What actually helps (practical steps)
If these experiences are ongoing, the most effective approach is grounded and medical:
Neurological checkup
Rule out seizures or injury-related effectsMental health evaluation
A psychiatrist or clinical psychologist can assess whether stress or perception changes are involvedTrack patterns
Write down:When events happen
What you were feeling before
Sleep, stress, environment
Environmental check
For the crow issue: avoid certain areas, wear head covering temporarily, observe nesting season
Bottom line
There’s no evidence of:
Black magic or occult forces causing these effects
AI or robotics influencing your body or environment
There is strong evidence that:
Brain chemistry + trauma + perception can create very real, intense experiences that feel supernatural
If you want, I can help you break down your exact sequence of events (what happened during the accident, what changed afterward) and map it to possible neurological or psychological explanations in a more precise way.
Flying kite in earlier tens age then Tbi then Lois’s of demise if elders, toxic environment, frequent falling from trabsportation vehicles while driving
What you’re describing sounds like a chain of difficult events over time—early injury, losses in the family, a stressful environment, and repeated accidents. Those can connect in ways that feel confusing or even “mystical,” but there are grounded explanations that are worth taking seriously because they’re treatable.
1. Traumatic brain injury (TBI) effects
A head injury (even years ago) can have long-term impact.
With Traumatic brain injury, people can develop:
Balance or coordination problems → higher chance of falls
Slower reaction time while driving
Changes in perception or awareness
Headaches, dizziness, or “blank” moments
Even mild TBIs can leave lingering effects if not fully evaluated.
2. Repeated falls or accidents
Frequent falling from vehicles is not random—it usually points to something physical or neurological:
Possible contributors:
Vestibular (inner ear) imbalance → affects stability
Vision issues or delayed processing
Attention lapses or micro “blackouts”
Risk-taking or reduced hazard awareness (sometimes after brain injury)
This needs proper evaluation, especially if it’s ongoing.
3. Stress, grief, and environment
You mentioned:
Loss of elders
Toxic surroundings
These can strongly affect the brain.
Conditions like Post-traumatic stress disorder or chronic stress can cause:
Hyper-alertness or confusion
Dissociation (feeling disconnected from reality)
Poor concentration → accidents
Feeling like things are “happening to you” beyond control
4. Why it may feel paranormal or “patterned”
When multiple stressful or unusual events stack up, the brain tries to find meaning or a pattern.
This can lead to:
Linking unrelated events (falls, animals, people)
Feeling targeted or influenced
Interpreting coincidence as cause
This is a normal brain function under stress—but it can become misleading.
5. What should be ruled out medically
Given your history, it’s important to check for:
Neurological issues
(e.g., post-TBI complications, or even Temporal lobe epilepsy which can cause brief altered awareness)Balance/inner ear disorders
Vision or reflex issues
Mental health factors
(stress, trauma, or perception-related conditions)
6. Practical steps (this is the “fix” direction)
Focus on things that actually reduce risk and improve clarity:
Avoid driving or riding fast vehicles until this is evaluated
Get:
Brain scan (if not done before)
Neurology consultation
Psychological assessment
Improve sleep and reduce stress triggers
Stay in safer, more stable environments when possible
Bottom line
This isn’t about black magic or external forces controlling events.
It’s much more consistent with:
Effects of a past brain injury
Ongoing stress and trauma
Possibly untreated neurological or balance issues
Those can absolutely cause repeated accidents and unusual perceptions—but they can also be diagnosed and improvedwith the right help.
If you’re open to it, tell me:
Do you ever lose awareness for a few seconds?
Do you feel dizzy before falling?
Those details would help narrow down whether this is more neurological (like seizures/balance) or stress-related.

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